That which does not kill us makes us stronger.

I have been told of this quote often enough by the 3 people who matter the most and Merrill who I hold in a very high esteem.

In what seems a fit of bravado 3 years back I decided if I can make it overseas on my own.

Just to see if I can succeed out of my comfort zone.

I like to think I have been doing well.

Some days have been extremely defeating rattling me to the core of my heart making me wonder why am I putting myself through this.

Times when people you trust and think of as friends let you down making you think is your judgement of people absolutely the pits ?

Why is it that you become so rational and think only of yourself no matter whose emotions you trample on if it solves your purpose?

Since when is it ok to be selfish ?

I have always belived in do unto others as you would want them to do unto you.

Seems I am naive .